Try Try Again

 “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.”

Romans 7:15 (NIV)

   Right before I climbed out of bed early this morning, I gave my day to the Lord. I asked Him to direct my attitude to be kind and compassionate; to help me see anyone hurting or needing encouragement; to overlook an unkind attitude toward me; to ignore hurtful things and instead look for good in everyone. Requests sincerely spoken from my heart as I tell Jesus I want to be like Him. And then I go to the gym.

   The one with the music blasting at a “permanently damage and rupture your eardrum” level turns the music UP  when I ask if he could turn it down just a bit. Immediately I feel anger begin to grow as I quietly wish he would pull a muscle and have to leave.  I really DO want to be like Jesus but to this guy, Lord? Are you kidding?

   Then I followed an elderly woman driving 10 mph in a 40 mph zone as I hurried to the store. She signaled she was turning left and then suddenly swerved back into my lane and never realized that I came within inches of hitting her. Honestly! Why in the world is she even driving? Impatience and unkind thoughts join the anger already building in my heart.

   And if that wasn’t enough, I had to deal with yet another call to the phone company and explain for the 5th  time that my bill was incorrect and I had never made any calls to a foreign country nor had I ever called one in my entire life. After I was transferred to the third department head with an “I’m sorry” but the mistake was not corrected, I found myself asking the Lord out loud: “You want me to be okay with this, Lord? Those who don’t care about my problem? I’m supposed to be kind to them?”

  It is 10 a.m. and I have already done the complete opposite of what I had just prayed only hours earlier. What in the world is wrong with me? Paul, in Romans 7:15, totally understood what we are facing. He writes “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” Sound familiar? That’s us!

   Paul was a Godly man who loved the Lord with all his heart and yet he struggled with the very attitudes and emotions that we struggle with every single day.  I truly long to be like Jesus. I want to be His hands and feet and for people to know by my actions that I serve Him with every part of my life. And yet, I fail again and again. 

   Thankfully, we have a Father who understands that we will fail repeatedly because we are human and weak. We allow sin to creep in and unfortunately try to determine for ourselves just who WE think we should be kind to in our lives.

   The Lord has given us a helper as we maneuver through every day. He is the Holy Spirit. We read in John 14:26 “But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, who the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.”

  He is the nudge in your heart that says “Take a deep breath. You have no idea what is going on in her life.” He whispers “You just did that same thing yesterday and you are forgiven.” He reminds me that the Lord of my life is the Lord of all. And that He loves everyone – no matter how loud the music or how slow the driver.

   And so I will try again. I will ask for a second chance. God replies with “Forgiven.” I will remind myself of Colossians 3:13: “Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.” My blood pressure will go back to normal. My breathing will relax. And my heart will rejoice that God forgives us for the very things we get angry about with other people.

   Father, thank you for your patience and forgiveness with me as I try to live a life as you would have me live. I will focus on you and your word. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

R.A.P. it up . . .

Reflect

•  Can you remember a time when you became angry over an incident someone did that you did yourself?

•  Why did you think that what they did was somehow “different” than you doing the same thing?

Apply

•  Journal your actions in the last week when someone did something to irritate you or make you mad and your reaction. 

• Thank the Lord for forgiving you for your negative reaction, take a deep breath, thank Him for His forgiveness, smile and praise Him for what He has done in your life. Repeat as necessary.

Power

• Romans 7:15 (NIV) “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.”

• John 14:26 (NIV) “But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, who the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.

•  Colossians 3:13 (NIV) “Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.”

The Truth Is Worth Repeating

 “Do not trust in deceptive words and say, ‘This is the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord!”

 Jeremiah 7:4 (NIV)

   I was sitting in a planning meeting with some friends from high school as we prepared for a class reunion. One of our classmates had lovingly and carefully created a photo board of those in our class who had passed away since graduation. Each picture had the name, date and cause of death under it. 

    There were comments concerning how many had passed away from cancer and accidents when I noticed a mistake. Two girls had “car wreck” under their names but that was not correct. “These two passed away from a boating accident,” I commented, “and not from a wreck.” The woman who had made the board said “No, they were together in a car wreck when they lost their lives.”

   I disagreed. I was pretty sure I even knew the color of the plastic rafts that they were floating on when the accident occurred. “I remember it so clearly,” I continued. “It was right before I left for college. I was in shock when I heard they died in a boating accident.” 

   At this point, the collective group looked at me with a “Huh?” look on their faces.  Their stories were identical: the cause of death was a car accident. Up to that second I had been 100% sure of my recollection. How can something like that happen?

   I honestly do not remember why but somehow, through the years, I began to believe that my version of the accident was the right one. And when people would talk about friends in their classes at school, I would mention the tragedy of my two girlfriends and the boating accident. But it wasn’t true.  Now, I didn’t intentionally lie or deliberately change the story. But as I repeated it through the years, it became real to me, down to the color of the plastic rafts! 

   I heard a speaker state that if you repeat anything enough times, people start believing it and it becomes true. And that had happened to me. Look at  Jeremiah 7:4. God instructed the prophet Jeremiah to remind the people of Judah that just because they kept repeating a lie – that they were invincible because Jerusalem was the site of the temple - it did not make it the truth. 

   Let me ask you something: what lie have you believed about yourself because you have heard it over and over and over? For every lie directed at you, our Father has a truth to beat it back. 

Lie: “You are worthless.” Truth: “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

Lie: “You can’t do anything right.” Truth: “I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:13 (NIV)

Lie: “You do not matter to anyone.” Truth: “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Deuteronomy 31:8 (NIV)

   Today, as never before, guard your hearts by speaking God’s Words of affirmation and love to you. Toss those lies out now! Remember, the Truth is worth repeating.

 

     Father, forgive me for listening to lies until they became truth in my heart. You say I am more valuable to you than gold. Thank you. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

R.A.P. it up . . . 

Reflect

• Have you ever had someone repeat over and over to you that you were of no value, either because of how you looked or what you did?

• Did you begin to believe the lies that were spoken to you?

Apply

• Write Scriptures on note cards that remind you how precious and priceless you are to the Lord and place them around your home.

• Every morning pull one of those Scriptures out, look into the mirror, and repeat God’s Truth to you as His beautiful child.

Power 

• Jeremiah 7:4 (NIV) “Do not trust in deceptive words and say, ‘This is the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord, the temple of the Lord!”

• Psalm 139:14 (NIV) “For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.”

• Matthew 10:29-31 (NIV) “Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.”

If Only You Had More Faith

 “He replied, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree,  Be uprooted and planted in the sea and it will obey you.”

Luke 17:6 (NIV)

   For months, I had looked forward to hearing the speaker at the conference. We all had. None of the ladies in my group - including me - had heard her speak before but her name was well-known throughout the country so we were very excited to listen and learn from her. 

    She first shared a bit of her life: husband, three children, 4 dogs. Then she began to address the audience. “I want to speak to all of you about one  important truth,” she continued. “If  your life is not going the way you want it to, it is because you do not have enough faith.” 

    Total silence in the audience. It occurred to me that she thought at that moment that she had our complete attention and, believe me, she did. Then she added “Do you have a husband who says he doesn’t love you any more? Prodigal children? Less money in the bank than bills on your kitchen table? Are you sick? Do you need a bigger home or maybe a new car? Where. Is. Your. Faith?”

    I was stunned! I could not help but look  at the ladies sitting around me after she shared her “truth.”  Eyes turned downward. Struggling with the shame the speaker had accused them of. Tears in the eyes of several. She had hit on situations several had either struggled with at one time or were struggling with now. But at the same time, she gave the impression that all of those situations were our fault because we didn’t have enough faith in God. That the amount of faith we have determines if God will help us or not. Nothing could be further from the truth!

    I will confess to you that it took everything in me not to jump up and demand “Where is your truth found in the Bible that agrees with what you just said? How could you make an untrue declaration like that? Look at these ladies in your audience that you put down with your opinion!” But I stayed silent, unable to focus on her, my heart on the ladies with me.

    One in my group had cancer. She was taking treatments and still trying to work. We had prayed together many times about her illness. Her trust in God and faith in Him to take care of her, no matter the outcome, always amazed me.  Another woman had not one but two prodigal children who turned their backs on their faith. She continued to trust the Lord and have faith that He was in control of her prodigals. Did these ladies feel like they were barely hanging on at times? Yes.  But did they have “enough faith” in the Lord. Absolutely.

    The speaker that day may have been trying to encourage her audience but to us, she completely misunderstood the love and compassion of Jesus. It doesn’t mean the more faith we have, the more God will give us what we want. It’s about  trusting Him with all our problems because He knows what we truly need and He hears us when we call - even when our faith is as tiny as a mustard seed.

  

     Father, please forgive me when I share my opinion instead of your word. Your Truth is what matters and my faith and trust are in you. In Jesus’ Name. Amen. 

R.A.P. it up . . .   

 

Reflect

• Have you ever felt that if you had more faith, everything would work out for you in your life?

• Is that feeling backed up with Scripture?

Apply

• Look up information about a mustard seed and why Jesus used it as an example.

• Thank the Lord for hearing us when we call and for helping our faith to grow in Him.

Power

• Luke 17:6 (NIV) “He replied, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, Be uprooted and planted in the sea and it will obey you.”

• Matthew 17:20 (NIV) “He replied, ‘Because you have so little faith, I tell you the truth. If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, Move from here to there and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.”

• Psalm 28:7 (NIV) “The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.”